kaki bangku

ade tak peribahasa lain yang ala-ala kaki bangku, tapi untuk semua sports? kalau ade, aku nak gune mende tu untuk describe diri aku. aku sangat lah tak pandai bersukan. you name it, lari pecut ke, lari jarak jauh ke, lompat jauh tinggi, bola jaring etc. sume tu aku tak reti. sports aku time sekolah jungle trekking dengan taekwondo je. tu pun sampai belt hijau sebab sempat masuk 1 year before abis SPM >.<



bile da masuk UTP pun same. semua sukan tak boleh nak main. terrer main sukaneka je. hihi. penah sekali kena main bowling untuk Debat Alam Sekitar family day. time tu aku one of the usher for the event and guess what, dalam 70 orang tu, name aku paling last. nanges T-T



tapi semuanye berubah sejak tahun 2010. kenape? tetibe terer ke? hahaha. tak de lah. tetibe ade seorang sifu mengajarku main bowling. kesahnye aku selalu teman die main bowling. praktis untuk tournament la. keluar dating pun main bowling. teringin jugak nak main tapi malu sebab confirm masuk longkang.



one day, my dear pun ajak main sekali, not just sit and watch him practice. haaa. tak ke gelabah time tu kan. slow, muse betulkan ape yang salah. dia ajar mane nak stand, nak target baling kat mane, cara pegang bola, cara baling. sume la die ajar slowly. lama-lama aku improve. selalu dapat 20+ per frame, dapat 60 at least. time tu da seronok la kan sebab da okay sikit.




masa intern ade la muse mention and galakkan aku beli set bowling. tapi time tu aku tak confident sebab markah rendah lagi. rase macam segan pun ade nak beli bagai tapi markah tak lepas 100 pun kan. so aku pun tangguh-tangguh lagi. 19 dec 2010, aku dapat email ni:

time tu sangat speechless. muse hadiahkan aku set bowling :')

terharuuuu sangat sebab die bagi push untuk aku yakin and main bowling.



untuk tak menghampakan muse, aku selalu praktis dengan bola baru ni. day by day makin improve. sampai lah satu hari,

him: jom masuk bowling KSRP *KSRP tu name club sukan & rekreasi company kitorang kerja sekarang*
me: huh? masuk dengan sape?
him: sy nak masuk mixed team, dengan awak lah
me: *gulp* tapi tak terer camne
him: kena la praktis bagi terer. sy nak expose awak dengan tournament.




haaaa. cuak tak. haruslah kan. time tu seronok pun ade sebab tak sangka plak dalam ramai-ramai orang yang terer muse pilih nak team dengan aku. terharu pun ade sebab semangat nya muse nak biasakan aku dengan tournament sampai sanggup in a team walaupun dah tahu akan kalah disebabkan aku tak terer. i really appreciate his effort :)



malam before tourney emosi aku terganggu sikit sebab ade incident lori. ape incident lori? tunggu next entry. baling pun da hancur. rase sedih jugak time tu sebab aku da kecewakan sifu kesayangan malam tu. doa je lah pagi esok nya okay.



hari tourney, lepas breakfast my muse terus ajak pergi tempat lawan. tenang-tenang dulu, sampai la time tourney. surprisingly, i did well during the tourney. selalu kalau main boling biase-biase and aku tak capai target aku which is minimum 130, aku akan rase down. tiap kali tu la sifu akan cakap, jangan down, focus untuk lepas target tu je. tapi yang lain time tournament, kite akan ade rase nak compete dengan others. focus memang betul-betul focus sampaikan aku dapat cheer dari sifu, "go dear, kalahkan orang sebelah"
aku rase aku da buat muse rase seronok dengan aku punye performance.



sejak daripada tourney tu jugak, aku dapat boost untuk praktis dan improve lagi. I may be not good enough in other sports, but i'll try my best with bowling.



terima kasih cikgu/sifu muse. you're always my number one coach :)

quick updates

I promise to myself to write at least a post per week, in English just to improve my language skills. Here, we are using English daily in our reports, emailing, daily instructions etc. Thank God we don't have to speak in English with our colleagues (except with foreigners).

Basically during my on the job training/attachment, I need to go through our daily instruction. Daily instruction is where we find out about yesterday activity and also what we're planning to do today or in a week time. We forecast the feed from which tank, product target and yields.

Then, I need to monitor plant condition. Is it operating at the correct parameters or is it as per planned? if not , then I need to learn/justify why we have increasing/decreasing in certain parameters. At first it kinda hard for me because I don't really see the relation of manipulating parameters towards production. but slowly, I've been exposed by my senior engineer and also operation specialist. They help me, a lot.

So far, I am enjoying working in this kind of culture. but somehow a part of me still there, in Kerteh :')


Well, hope everything is going to be fine. insyaAllah.


till later,

x.o.x.o
young engineer

I'm writing, again

2012, a year full of miseries for me. I didn't have a chance to share with you, dear readers, about what happened to me. So much drama.
I started my first month of 2012 as a mourning month; when i officially parted from my love, my babes, my university &amp; my 5 years of engineering studies. Back then i was also facing a problem, or should i say a bitter fate for me. At first i cannot accept it cz i believe i have done my best. But slowly i began to adapt; yes, this is it.

Moving on to february where i started looking for a job day &amp; night. I was so desperate to get a job so i just applied anywhere. It was a stressful month for me because i dont even get an interview. Urgh.

Early of march, i manage to get an interview at a company, which coincidentally my boyfriend's workplace. So i managed to get a placement as a system support engineer. The jobscope is tough as the company background is instrument and control but i slowly enjoy working there because i got to see my bf everyday :P

April, another month full of surprises. I asked my dear to apply for his dream company since i didnt have the chance to work there. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and he did it! :)
Week after the joyful news, i got a call from the same company saying that i passed their interview which i did back in december 2011. I was shocked but happy.

We start our journey, here in this company earlier of May. The whole  month up till June was all about class training. Everyday we have assignments and tests. I graduated the in-class training with second highest for overall test marks. It kinda give a boost for me. i had few of tearful weekends in Melaka because im not used to be alone.

Now in July, i have found few suitable places for my weekend alone escape. I can go to uitm, spending my weekends with my sister who's currently studying there, or i can crash at farhana's place or just stay at home and do the house chores, and of course, writing!

I hope that's enough to keep you updated. Till later, bye :)