When I Was Your Man

kaki bangku

ade tak peribahasa lain yang ala-ala kaki bangku, tapi untuk semua sports? kalau ade, aku nak gune mende tu untuk describe diri aku. aku sangat lah tak pandai bersukan. you name it, lari pecut ke, lari jarak jauh ke, lompat jauh tinggi, bola jaring etc. sume tu aku tak reti. sports aku time sekolah jungle trekking dengan taekwondo je. tu pun sampai belt hijau sebab sempat masuk 1 year before abis SPM >.<



bile da masuk UTP pun same. semua sukan tak boleh nak main. terrer main sukaneka je. hihi. penah sekali kena main bowling untuk Debat Alam Sekitar family day. time tu aku one of the usher for the event and guess what, dalam 70 orang tu, name aku paling last. nanges T-T



tapi semuanye berubah sejak tahun 2010. kenape? tetibe terer ke? hahaha. tak de lah. tetibe ade seorang sifu mengajarku main bowling. kesahnye aku selalu teman die main bowling. praktis untuk tournament la. keluar dating pun main bowling. teringin jugak nak main tapi malu sebab confirm masuk longkang.



one day, my dear pun ajak main sekali, not just sit and watch him practice. haaa. tak ke gelabah time tu kan. slow, muse betulkan ape yang salah. dia ajar mane nak stand, nak target baling kat mane, cara pegang bola, cara baling. sume la die ajar slowly. lama-lama aku improve. selalu dapat 20+ per frame, dapat 60 at least. time tu da seronok la kan sebab da okay sikit.




masa intern ade la muse mention and galakkan aku beli set bowling. tapi time tu aku tak confident sebab markah rendah lagi. rase macam segan pun ade nak beli bagai tapi markah tak lepas 100 pun kan. so aku pun tangguh-tangguh lagi. 19 dec 2010, aku dapat email ni:

time tu sangat speechless. muse hadiahkan aku set bowling :')

terharuuuu sangat sebab die bagi push untuk aku yakin and main bowling.



untuk tak menghampakan muse, aku selalu praktis dengan bola baru ni. day by day makin improve. sampai lah satu hari,

him: jom masuk bowling KSRP *KSRP tu name club sukan & rekreasi company kitorang kerja sekarang*
me: huh? masuk dengan sape?
him: sy nak masuk mixed team, dengan awak lah
me: *gulp* tapi tak terer camne
him: kena la praktis bagi terer. sy nak expose awak dengan tournament.




haaaa. cuak tak. haruslah kan. time tu seronok pun ade sebab tak sangka plak dalam ramai-ramai orang yang terer muse pilih nak team dengan aku. terharu pun ade sebab semangat nya muse nak biasakan aku dengan tournament sampai sanggup in a team walaupun dah tahu akan kalah disebabkan aku tak terer. i really appreciate his effort :)



malam before tourney emosi aku terganggu sikit sebab ade incident lori. ape incident lori? tunggu next entry. baling pun da hancur. rase sedih jugak time tu sebab aku da kecewakan sifu kesayangan malam tu. doa je lah pagi esok nya okay.



hari tourney, lepas breakfast my muse terus ajak pergi tempat lawan. tenang-tenang dulu, sampai la time tourney. surprisingly, i did well during the tourney. selalu kalau main boling biase-biase and aku tak capai target aku which is minimum 130, aku akan rase down. tiap kali tu la sifu akan cakap, jangan down, focus untuk lepas target tu je. tapi yang lain time tournament, kite akan ade rase nak compete dengan others. focus memang betul-betul focus sampaikan aku dapat cheer dari sifu, "go dear, kalahkan orang sebelah"
aku rase aku da buat muse rase seronok dengan aku punye performance.



sejak daripada tourney tu jugak, aku dapat boost untuk praktis dan improve lagi. I may be not good enough in other sports, but i'll try my best with bowling.



terima kasih cikgu/sifu muse. you're always my number one coach :)

quick updates

I promise to myself to write at least a post per week, in English just to improve my language skills. Here, we are using English daily in our reports, emailing, daily instructions etc. Thank God we don't have to speak in English with our colleagues (except with foreigners).

Basically during my on the job training/attachment, I need to go through our daily instruction. Daily instruction is where we find out about yesterday activity and also what we're planning to do today or in a week time. We forecast the feed from which tank, product target and yields.

Then, I need to monitor plant condition. Is it operating at the correct parameters or is it as per planned? if not , then I need to learn/justify why we have increasing/decreasing in certain parameters. At first it kinda hard for me because I don't really see the relation of manipulating parameters towards production. but slowly, I've been exposed by my senior engineer and also operation specialist. They help me, a lot.

So far, I am enjoying working in this kind of culture. but somehow a part of me still there, in Kerteh :')


Well, hope everything is going to be fine. insyaAllah.


till later,

x.o.x.o
young engineer

I'm writing, again

2012, a year full of miseries for me. I didn't have a chance to share with you, dear readers, about what happened to me. So much drama.
I started my first month of 2012 as a mourning month; when i officially parted from my love, my babes, my university &amp; my 5 years of engineering studies. Back then i was also facing a problem, or should i say a bitter fate for me. At first i cannot accept it cz i believe i have done my best. But slowly i began to adapt; yes, this is it.

Moving on to february where i started looking for a job day &amp; night. I was so desperate to get a job so i just applied anywhere. It was a stressful month for me because i dont even get an interview. Urgh.

Early of march, i manage to get an interview at a company, which coincidentally my boyfriend's workplace. So i managed to get a placement as a system support engineer. The jobscope is tough as the company background is instrument and control but i slowly enjoy working there because i got to see my bf everyday :P

April, another month full of surprises. I asked my dear to apply for his dream company since i didnt have the chance to work there. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and he did it! :)
Week after the joyful news, i got a call from the same company saying that i passed their interview which i did back in december 2011. I was shocked but happy.

We start our journey, here in this company earlier of May. The whole  month up till June was all about class training. Everyday we have assignments and tests. I graduated the in-class training with second highest for overall test marks. It kinda give a boost for me. i had few of tearful weekends in Melaka because im not used to be alone.

Now in July, i have found few suitable places for my weekend alone escape. I can go to uitm, spending my weekends with my sister who's currently studying there, or i can crash at farhana's place or just stay at home and do the house chores, and of course, writing!

I hope that's enough to keep you updated. Till later, bye :)

Last Lecture Week

Alhamdulillah, I have survived from let-gets-busy-week.

I had to submit FYP Dissertation on Monday, on the same day of my

PETRONAS Competency Behavioural Interview (CBI).

 Then, I had the tougher session on Wednesday,

PETRONAS Structured Interview (SI). I think I have done my best

for both interviews and I really hope that I will pass them.





Next week will be our last lecture week, in UTP. Then, we'll be

having 4 days of "so-called-sttudy-week". Our first paper will be on

5th Jan and my last paper in on 9th Jan while for my dear Mustaqim

will be on 12th of Jan. It will mark the end of our five years of

engineering study. I myself can't wait to end this countdown,

obviously because of FYP. It is too overwhelming and I am hanging

on a loose thread because of FYP. It's not that the project is too hard,

but the completion of the result analysis and also critical analysis

of literature review needed for the project made me realize that

I don't wanna be a researcher. If I want to pursue for Master later on,

I think I'll go for master by course instead of by research.




Anyway, for the last lecture week, I still have lots of thing to do.

I have due for PPT Viva Slides and Technical Paper on Tuesday.

Then, preparation for the Viva, and OM Test on Thursday.

Not to forget the OM Project Presentation on Friday. What a tiring

week, right? -_____-





I hope that I can stay positive through the week and I shall reward

myself with CJ7 Farewell Dinner. That's the last event I'll be

organizing in UTP. Surely I will miss my close friends, my classmates,

and UTP itself. There were so many things happened here, be it good

or bad memories.

I will miss UTP lake, a place where I cycled to every evening

(when I used to own a bike) just to seek calmness.

I will miss student centre area, a place where I practice my english

drama, zapin and chacha dance during my foundy day.

I will miss the super cool and cold IRC, a place where I spent my

study and exam weeks from Found 1st till now.

I will miss V4 parking, a place where I practised manual driving

using Mus' car then end up going straight into the small drain.

my bad -___-

I will miss ayam rempah pakcik Quds although I don't like the current

price. not to forget ayam rempah pak ali.

I will miss cooking in V5 everyday during Ramadhan

(although it's prohibited).






And of course I will miss my Muse and 8HB the most.. :'(

I really hope that all of us will work in nearby area so that

we can still hang out, having sleepover, shopping time together..






As for my dear, I always pray that ALLAH ease our way in terms

of job placement and also other small steps that we're going

to take after graduation... :)






I don't think I can write any longer since my eyes are filled with tears.

I just wanna get over with FYP, but I don't wanna say goodbye to my

babes yet. please..

Berombak~

kelmarin mase bace tweet budak2 ni pasal Ombak Rindu membuatkan aku

teringin nak tengok citer tu. sebab novel die sedih. huuu~ so nak tengok

camne die gambarkan citer tu. so dengan tak malunye, aku tarik Mus tengok.

hee~ aku jarang tau layan citer2 jiwang camni kat cinema sebab nanti

kantoi nangis. malu la kan -__-

so semalam mus teman. yeay~ seronok kemain. kitorang main bowling

dulu kat Manjung. ape, bowling? haa. kalau nak tau mmg ade boling kat

Manjung tu. direction xreti nak direct sangat sebab gune Papago.

then sementara nak tunggu muvi kol 940 tu, kitorang makan KFC then 

karok kat Manjung Karaoke. murah :D

okay, back to the story pasal Ombak Rindu ni, aku rase citer die cam a bit

of tuka tuka scene kat depan tu. so tak leh feeling sangat. part die ubah

tak sama novel tu aku terima je. sebab okay je. tapi bagi aku kalau

guna different soundtrack untuk each part sedih tu mesti lagi feel.

hehe. banyak komen plak kan. so sape2 yang tak tengok lagi bole la tengok

dulu. ouh lupa, rating 3.5/5 :)

the weekend escape! :D

last two weeks sangat lah hectic untuk aku sebab ade dua test pastu campur

dengan kena anta progress report nye lagi, ari2 pegi lab and so on..

so last week punye weekend, kitorang lari kejap dari UTP. cewah

macam lari ape je kan. ni bukan lari yang marathon tu tau :P

kitorang berjalan-jalan satu perak! okay hiperbola sangat.



citernye start ari sabtu tengahari tu, aku gtalk my dear cam biase,

nak ajak lunch same2 la kat cafe kan or somewhere dekat2.

pastu tetibe die cakap nak lunch kat Teluk Intan. aku ingat my dear

ni bergurau je la since aku selalu tanye die nak makan kat mane. hehe




so, masa otw pegi tu my dear cakap, nak makan kat lumut la. pastu kitorang

pikir2 jap, da banyak kali gi lumut so ape kate instead of lumut kite pegi..

Taiping! hee~ memang excited la bile dengar Taiping.

kenape excited? sebab dulu2 ade orang tu penah ajak makan kuewtiaw

doli kat Taiping. so somehow memang da lame pasang angan2 nak gi

Taiping. cuma before this tak de masa yang sesuai + aku taktau Taiping

tu jauh sangat ke tak untuk jalan2 saje2. so excited abis! :D


mula-mula masuk area Taiping, kitorang ronda-ronda dulu bandar

Taiping. seronok bile tengok tempat2 sambil dengar my dear citer

pasal outing dia time skola2, pastu tengok bandar taiping yang memang

petak2. hehe. kitorang stop kat Tourist Centre.

Unik kan phone booth depan Tourist Center ni?

tapi tak bukak plak. maybe sabtu kot. ouh disebabkan trip ni unplanned,

combination warna baju tudung seluar sume cam tah pape sebab

ingat nak dalam UTP je kan. hee~

lepas tu kitorang singgah makan cendol kat Cendol Asshaari kot. tak ingat

sangat name die tapi cendol ni tempat yang my dear memang suke makan

time outing dulu.

yummy kan?

actually aku xbrape suke sangat cendol sebab ade rase pahit2 sikit.

tapi cendol yang ni, memang best! *tetibe rase teringat-ingat*

yumm~



then, kalau pegi Taiping ni, tak sah la kan kalau tak gi MRSM Taiping.

hehe. tu tempat my dear skola dulu. so kitorang pegi la melawat.

dari luar je la tapinye. hehe. tengok2 then singgah Taman Tasik Taiping.

cuba teka nape pakai uniform ni?

Swan Paddling!

first time main swan paddling kat tasik. hee~ seronok. lagi seronok

dari kayak sebab kayak penat tangan. swan ni kayuh gune kaki je.

bukti Swan Paddling at Taman Tasik Taiping

excited yaww

after dua kali round tasik tu kitorang pun snap2 gambar. taman tasik ni

cantik sangat. serious. time kitorang pegi tu pun ramai orang shooting

kawen. *jom shooting kawen kat sini. tetibe*

pastu yang amaze lagi dengan area ni, pokok2 dia sume besar.

bak kate my dear, 4 orang aku bole peluk pokok tu.

pastu die punye dahan dari seberang jalan ke seberang jalan

Dahan pokok cecah air

nampak tak ape yang aku cuba cerita pasal pokok tadi?

 then kitorang refresh pastu terus gerak untuk dinner kat medan.

makan ice-cream yang sangat best dan murah. ade banyak buah2

pulak tu. I chose Banana Split and my dear pilih Vilo.

his and mine

lepas dinner, kitorang pun balik Ipoh and main boling kat IP. hehe :)



then esoknye, Ahad, aku pun nak jugak wat surprise escape ni. so konon2nya

ajak my dear makan KFC dulu. then nak la gitau, jom picnic!

pastu tetibe nampak langit mendung. sobs. pastu pikir2 then ubah plan,

pegi Ipoh and shopping! haha. takde la. window shopping and jalan2

spend time :)



mase tengah jalan2 dalam JJ tu nampak la set bbq. da lame cari,

tapi tak pernah jumpa yang convenient camtu. so, tetibe my dear cakap,

jom picnic esok. waahhh. kemain la i seronok~ :D




shopping makanan2 untuk bawak, then balik prepare2 sikit.

lokasi picnic: Ulu Kenas, Kuala Kangsar :D

my dear bbq-ing our meals :D

sampai sekarang teringat-ingat lagi weekend lepas punye jalan2.

sebab sangat seronok dan tenang. pastu da termakbul hajat aku

nak makan my dear's cooking :D

seronok!




thank you dear for our sweet escape

love you,

always :)