quick updates

I promise to myself to write at least a post per week, in English just to improve my language skills. Here, we are using English daily in our reports, emailing, daily instructions etc. Thank God we don't have to speak in English with our colleagues (except with foreigners).

Basically during my on the job training/attachment, I need to go through our daily instruction. Daily instruction is where we find out about yesterday activity and also what we're planning to do today or in a week time. We forecast the feed from which tank, product target and yields.

Then, I need to monitor plant condition. Is it operating at the correct parameters or is it as per planned? if not , then I need to learn/justify why we have increasing/decreasing in certain parameters. At first it kinda hard for me because I don't really see the relation of manipulating parameters towards production. but slowly, I've been exposed by my senior engineer and also operation specialist. They help me, a lot.

So far, I am enjoying working in this kind of culture. but somehow a part of me still there, in Kerteh :')


Well, hope everything is going to be fine. insyaAllah.


till later,

x.o.x.o
young engineer

I'm writing, again

2012, a year full of miseries for me. I didn't have a chance to share with you, dear readers, about what happened to me. So much drama.
I started my first month of 2012 as a mourning month; when i officially parted from my love, my babes, my university & my 5 years of engineering studies. Back then i was also facing a problem, or should i say a bitter fate for me. At first i cannot accept it cz i believe i have done my best. But slowly i began to adapt; yes, this is it.

Moving on to february where i started looking for a job day & night. I was so desperate to get a job so i just applied anywhere. It was a stressful month for me because i dont even get an interview. Urgh.

Early of march, i manage to get an interview at a company, which coincidentally my boyfriend's workplace. So i managed to get a placement as a system support engineer. The jobscope is tough as the company background is instrument and control but i slowly enjoy working there because i got to see my bf everyday :P

April, another month full of surprises. I asked my dear to apply for his dream company since i didnt have the chance to work there. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and he did it! :)
Week after the joyful news, i got a call from the same company saying that i passed their interview which i did back in december 2011. I was shocked but happy.

We start our journey, here in this company earlier of May. The whole  month up till June was all about class training. Everyday we have assignments and tests. I graduated the in-class training with second highest for overall test marks. It kinda give a boost for me. i had few of tearful weekends in Melaka because im not used to be alone.

Now in July, i have found few suitable places for my weekend alone escape. I can go to uitm, spending my weekends with my sister who's currently studying there, or i can crash at farhana's place or just stay at home and do the house chores, and of course, writing!

I hope that's enough to keep you updated. Till later, bye :)

smitten

♥

mengharapkan yang terbaik

Assalamualaikum :)

da lama rasenye tak bersemangat nak update blog. mungkin sebab sebelum ni terlalu sibuk

ataupun memang diri sendiri yang malas. hehe. ampun. blog ni bukan lagi aku punye

prioriti buat mase sekarang. commitment as a student sangat lah penting final year ni oi.

time intern dulu pun da rase sibuk yang menghalang aku nak wat mende yang aku suke.

contohnye update blog. twitter je la aktif. tu pun sebab tweet by sms. kalau nak

mengharapkan online 24/7 memang tak dapatlah. nak webcam dengan kawan-kawan pun

jarang dapat or maybe too sleepy lepas baik keje penat-penat. so dont expect regular

update la dengan blog ni. masih belum terlambat untuk unfollow balik. haha :P




anyway back to the main topic, tahun ni banyak sangat surprise and good news

sampaikan semua orang excited. sume nye actually bile diorang start announce

pasal wedding. haa. kalau nak tau, tahun ni je insyaALLAH in total akan ade 3 wedding

dalam course Chemi. start dgn Umair, bln 2 kot xsilap. then announcement

pasal my roommate, Syuhaidah & my coursemate, Rufaidah nak kawen bulan 9 ni.

disebabkan cuti sem pendek je, so diorang kawen pada tarikh yang sama.

17 Sept belah pompuan, 24 Sept sebelah laki. Syu Melaka-Kelantan. Rufaidah plak

Ipoh-Johor.

Ni actually gambar pada ari Syu tunang. tak ajak orang ramai sangat pun.

Spotted: Mus. sangat thankful sebab sanggup teman aku pegi Melaka

well after the announcement, ramai sangat orang excited sampai budak2 chemi siap

wat list sape next. sume berebut nak queue dalam list tu. sape 4th, 5th ...

dan untuk aku yang roommate sendiri nak kawen,

banyak jugak la soalan cepu cemas (kalau xleh jawab cemas la)

antaranya:

FYDP-mate: Irda, ape perasaan ko bile rumate ko nak kawen?

Course-mate: Irda, mung bilo plop?

and when I was busy selecting the right date for Raya Open House and filtering

the friend list, i got reply from my twitter-mate: invitation wedding ke?

i was like, wow. everyone is in the "mood" of wedding-who's-next?




truthfully, bile sume orang tanye camtu, aku tak rase sedih pun. tapi it just make

me wonder. am I ready for that big responsibility?



 1) Menambat hati suami adalah melalui perut (means masak sedap2)

haa sekarang ni masak pun setakat basic-basic je.

praktis time intern kejap pun da rase penat. tu baru masak untuk aku sendiri nak

makan dinner. haha.




2) pengurusan duit

haa, bab ni memang fail sangat-sangat. duit scholar bulan-bulan masuk rm500

tu mengalir macam air je. makan, entertainment. pastu kadang-kadang ada masa

takleh resist untuk beli something. so end up tak cukup duit poket. isk3. teruk2




3) pembahagian masa

 yang ni paling penting. tapi aku still rase aku kurang dalam bab ni. tapi xde la seteruk

point #2. sekarang teratur la sikit sebab FYDP & FYP selalu wat aku busy tak cukup

masa, so memang terjaga la sikit.




4) janji kepada diri sendiri

actually kalau nak tau, aku ni anak 1st dr 6 orang adik bradik. paling bongsu

darjah 1. kecik lagi. Angah beza setahun dengan aku, tapi baru 1st year (medic)

yang ade lagi lebih kurang 4 tahun die nak abis belajar. lambat lagi tu.

Achik SPM 2011, Abang SPM 2012, & lagi sorang, Kakak, UPSR 2012.

sume kecik-kecik lagi. so secara tidak langsung nye aku rase responsibility aku

sebagai seorang kakak yang bakal bekerja adalah untuk tolong mak ayah aku dulu.

before this takde la aku fikir sangat, i mean mase awal2 masuk utp aku tak pernah

fikir pasal responsibility ni sampai la aku diuji masa second year.

kalau sape-sape penah baca blog lama aku, maybe tau la yang ayah aku pernah

koma and jantung die pun da stop beberapa minit disebabkan keracunan urea

dalam badan. time tu da la final exam, memang rapuh gile. Alhamdulillah

Allah masih bagi aku peluang untuk ayah aku bersama kami semua walaupun

kena pegi 3 kali dialisis a week because of kidney failure. seriously mase time

koma tu one thing je aku fikir, mak aku tak kerja, adik-adik aku kecik lagi,

im the one yang responsible untuk diorang nanti. so somehow mase tu

memang ade janji dengan diri sendiri untuk tolong papa n mama as soon as dapat

kerja nanti. insyaALLAH.. :)




pergh. banyak lagi tak sedia. paling penting, masih lagi tak matang, perangai cam

kanak-kanak. pegi McD sibuk nak beli sundae cone, pastu kalau ade prob je nangis.

aaaaa. long story short, aku xready lagi :)




mungkin bagi korang ade yang anggap ni alasan je tapi terpulanglah kan :)




anyway, for those yang da nak kawin, congratulations. semoga Allah permudahkan

urusan kalian & tabik lah dengan korang yang da bersedia untuk tanggungjawab tu :)

The 5 Love Languages

penah dengar tak 5 love languages? haa. kalau belum, ni nak share. ari tu ade la baca

kat forum budak2 utp ni pasal mende ni. kat section Cupid's Corner (dalam hati ade taman gitu)

so rase tertarik nak share mende ni. copy paste from The 5 Love Languages

What if you could say or do just the right thing guaranteed to make that special someone feel loved? The secret is learning the right love language! Millions of couples have learned the simple way to express their feelings and bring joy back into marriage: The 5 Love Languages, Dr. Gary Chapman’s New York Times bestseller!

• Words of Affirmation

  Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

• Quality Time

  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

• Receiving Gifts

  Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

• Acts of Service

  Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

• Physical Touch

  This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
  
  

pastu bile tengok kat bawah tu ade plak assessment. so try la kan. xtau nak amik category

ape so pilih la for wives. before aku amik test tu aku da agak result dia sbb bile bc description

terus terfikir. tapi saje nak amik jugak. so secara keseluruhannya aku dapat:

Love Language Scores:
9 Words of Affirmation
6 Quality Time
0 Receiving Gifts
5 Acts of Service
10 Physical Touch

evaluation die plak based on this:

The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It's not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you. The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don't affect you very much on an emotional level.

and aku rase major love language for my other half:

acts of service & quality time

sebab he dont mind spending some time despite all the busy schedules

kalau tetibe aku mintak tolong, memang laju je. takde hesitate da.

pastu kalau pegi trip, he's the one yang excited bangun awal pagi.

of course la aku excited jugak. quality time pun penting what :)

tapi in my love language, it's enough kalau that person just

randomly text me siang2 hari ke, something like:

"i miss u"

bak kate orang, terus terbang di awangan.

aku post ni bukan lah sebab tak bersyukur ke ape. aku just nak

kongsi camne aku overcome diff love language ni. jawapan die

senang. each time ktorg spend mase same2, sume pertolongan

yang die bagi, tak kisah la kecik ke besar, aku compile and convert

mende tu as "non-verbal i love you"

banyak lagi ak nak merepek actly. tapi da ngantuk. nite :)

how to be happy

#3 wordless wednesday : control

there are certain things that you wish to control. but you just can't....

Strangers, again

somehow video ni betul dan sangat sedih :(

currently im in the stage 3 and can i stay there forever? :)

wordless wednesday #2: CJ7 Crazy Morning

 

 

CJ7 stands for ChemeJan07 which is actually referring to my beloved Chemical Engineering


course-mates. we had organize several activities since Foundation,


and we're loving each other as course-mates and friends :P


For more information, you may refer to our proud blog :D





p.s: I'm one of the modulators for CJ7 blog, together with Nasrullah :)

changes

semalam aku jalan-jalan dengan mak sambil cari baju raya. hehe. awal kan? kalau lambat nanti tailor taknak amik. lagipun sejak cuti yang xseberapa banyak ni, banyak jugak la mende yang kena setel dalam masa yang singkat. plan aku nak gi OEB (tempat intern) macam kena postpone jek. sebabnye kesuntukan masa. banyak lagi tanggungjawab lain yang nak disetelkan.

anyway, aku tertarik nak cakap pasal tajuk ni sebab mase jalan jalan dengan mak, terjumpa la kawan skola rendah. the most common thing yang orang cakap, "irda da lain sekarang". rase cam tertanya-tanya, ape yang lain?

eh yeke? from tumblr

pastu bile aku flashback balik dari zaman skola skola dulu, aku cam dapat find out la ape yang lain sikit. alah sikit je pun. dulu garang sekarang tak (?).

sejak balik intern pun selalu aku dengar orang cakap mende ni. even my close frens pun cakap aku da lain. taknak la hidup dalam misery so aku tanye la kat salah seorang kawan baik personally. she said,

aku nampak lagi matang compare dengan before intern (rase nak gelak pun ade). die cakap sekarang aku tend to rational mende2 dulu baru make a move or decision which is good in positive way. second, diorang pun prasan la yang aku da xbanyak cakap macam dulu2. banyak cakap means, xde la bla3 sana sini, tegur orang tu, tegur orang ni, macam kanak kanak riang. yang tu pun, good in positive way.

ade jugak yang tanya, are you comfortable with who you are now?

my answer is, yes. somehow i think being reserved like i do now is the best change that i've ever done. so for my opinion, be who you want to be. no one have the right to direct you, or change you into another person. hehe. peace! (^_^)v

xoxo