Berombak~

kelmarin mase bace tweet budak2 ni pasal Ombak Rindu membuatkan aku

teringin nak tengok citer tu. sebab novel die sedih. huuu~ so nak tengok

camne die gambarkan citer tu. so dengan tak malunye, aku tarik Mus tengok.

hee~ aku jarang tau layan citer2 jiwang camni kat cinema sebab nanti

kantoi nangis. malu la kan -__-

so semalam mus teman. yeay~ seronok kemain. kitorang main bowling

dulu kat Manjung. ape, bowling? haa. kalau nak tau mmg ade boling kat

Manjung tu. direction xreti nak direct sangat sebab gune Papago.

then sementara nak tunggu muvi kol 940 tu, kitorang makan KFC then 

karok kat Manjung Karaoke. murah :D

okay, back to the story pasal Ombak Rindu ni, aku rase citer die cam a bit

of tuka tuka scene kat depan tu. so tak leh feeling sangat. part die ubah

tak sama novel tu aku terima je. sebab okay je. tapi bagi aku kalau

guna different soundtrack untuk each part sedih tu mesti lagi feel.

hehe. banyak komen plak kan. so sape2 yang tak tengok lagi bole la tengok

dulu. ouh lupa, rating 3.5/5 :)

come back

fuhh fuhh. lame nye tak update blog dgn proper. dua sem lepas sibuk dgn

FYDP. bile FYDP da abis sibuk dgn FYP plak. setiap ari kalau takde kelas

mesti masuk lab dr pagi sampai petang. balik2 je mesti penat. tu belum

masuk nak study untuk test/quiz. assignment lagi. projek subjek lagi.

adatlah kan orang belajar. hee. ni kang da keje nanti mesti rindu balik

life time kat UTP ni.

anyway, nak update banyak2. tapi kena bace next post ye. babai! :P

The 5 Love Languages

penah dengar tak 5 love languages? haa. kalau belum, ni nak share. ari tu ade la baca

kat forum budak2 utp ni pasal mende ni. kat section Cupid's Corner (dalam hati ade taman gitu)

so rase tertarik nak share mende ni. copy paste from The 5 Love Languages

What if you could say or do just the right thing guaranteed to make that special someone feel loved? The secret is learning the right love language! Millions of couples have learned the simple way to express their feelings and bring joy back into marriage: The 5 Love Languages, Dr. Gary Chapman’s New York Times bestseller!

• Words of Affirmation

  Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

• Quality Time

  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

• Receiving Gifts

  Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

• Acts of Service

  Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

• Physical Touch

  This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
  
  

pastu bile tengok kat bawah tu ade plak assessment. so try la kan. xtau nak amik category

ape so pilih la for wives. before aku amik test tu aku da agak result dia sbb bile bc description

terus terfikir. tapi saje nak amik jugak. so secara keseluruhannya aku dapat:

Love Language Scores:
9 Words of Affirmation
6 Quality Time
0 Receiving Gifts
5 Acts of Service
10 Physical Touch

evaluation die plak based on this:

The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It's not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you. The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don't affect you very much on an emotional level.

and aku rase major love language for my other half:

acts of service & quality time

sebab he dont mind spending some time despite all the busy schedules

kalau tetibe aku mintak tolong, memang laju je. takde hesitate da.

pastu kalau pegi trip, he's the one yang excited bangun awal pagi.

of course la aku excited jugak. quality time pun penting what :)

tapi in my love language, it's enough kalau that person just

randomly text me siang2 hari ke, something like:

"i miss u"

bak kate orang, terus terbang di awangan.

aku post ni bukan lah sebab tak bersyukur ke ape. aku just nak

kongsi camne aku overcome diff love language ni. jawapan die

senang. each time ktorg spend mase same2, sume pertolongan

yang die bagi, tak kisah la kecik ke besar, aku compile and convert

mende tu as "non-verbal i love you"

banyak lagi ak nak merepek actly. tapi da ngantuk. nite :)

wanna know more? dig twitter

as it is such a good medium to "stalk" people. kadang-kadang bukan sengaja pun nak stalk.

da kalau keluar sume citer: flirty-tweets, kisah rumah tangga, etc.. so time bosan2 aku baca je la kan :P



there's a story i wanna share relating to twitter. in my circle of friends, only few registered

with twitter since they dont really like the interface. but for me, i like twitter because it's simple

to share with others bout our thoughts coz no one will get sick if you update twitter for every minute.

if it were facebook then people will think you as an attention seeker. i dont want that!

anyway that's not my point for today :P



back to the story, last month i saw a friend sobbing bout something that the person cant stand and

finally he/she has the gut to move on. so being as a supportive friend, i calmed him/her with all the respect.

but its kinda let me down when i found that there is a hidden story despite of the so called

"hardship".



truthfully, you're so wrong. so wrong for doing that.

you should

listen to Adele's Albums if you haven't because she has such an amazing voice..

 

terbawak-bawak dengan Adele ni sebab Mad selalu pasang kat bilik die time buat

P&ID. mula2 ak xske gak cz mcm lagu lame2 je.. tapi lame2 jatuh cinta dengan suara dia T_T

cuba korang try dengar lagu Rolling in the deep or Someone Like You.. pergh..

goosebumps.. hehe

for me lagu Someone Like You can be a good move on song (although im not in that state)

tapi feeling lagu tu just right untuk tu..




p.s: short update since next week will be a disaster for me. muahahahahaha

(gelak jahat cover cuak)

till later, chiow! :)

wish list :)

sekarang aku berada dalam situasi serabut = sebab proposal asyik kena re-do je

bosan = sebab xde mende nak wat + takut nak kuar amik hard disk untuk tgk cter

takut = bile pikir lagi beberapa bulan nak abis belajar tapi resume xwat lagi

tak sabar = nak keje and dapat duit banyak2 :P




honestly kalau pikir pasal kerja ni, memang tak sabar tang duit, tapi cuak tang

workload. masa intern takpe la, sume mende tengok-tengok, assist mane mane patut.

tapi da kerja nanti sume mende solely depend atas diri sendiri. haa. cuak ke tidak~



anyway, kite ketepikan sume prasaan tersebut dengan membuat wishlist! :P




dengan ini aku mengidam perkara-perkara seberikut (seperti berikut):

1. shopping blouse, tshirt, jeans, slack untuk diri sendiri
2. shopping at least 1pasang baju/barang2 for each family members
3. memiliki fon baru yang sangat hebat tiada tandingan
4. camera besauuuu
5. ipad2/macbook pro dsb
6. membelanja insan tersayang dengan makanan dan kemewahan
7. bawak family melancong :D
8. backpacking ke korea/india/ireland/europe country
9. ouh lupa, beli kereta :D
10. pastu nak perfume idaman hati yg tak mampu nak beli sekarang, D&G Light Blue
11. sambung master. haha

aku akan wat point no 11 tu kalau xdapat keje dalam masa 6 bulan. tapi kalau bole

mau kerjaaaa. kerjaa oooo kerjaaaa

cita cita

masa kecik adalah nak jadi seorang pemain violin ataupun seorang pelukis. tinggi sangat

cita-cita tu. tapi satu pun aku xreti actually. dulu mase kecik-kecik kelas violin takde

okay kat terengganu. kalau ade pun sangat mahal. pastu melukis plak xpenah nak

pandai walaupun pakcik makcik aku memang pelukis. mak aku reti tiru-tiru sikit.

ayah aku terer gak la. tapi kenape lah darah seni tu xturun kat kitorang. -___-







bile masuk UTP lagi aku sedar yang aku memang takde bakat dalam muzik jugak.

aku dapat tau bile join gamelan. nak main gambang xpass, bonang xpass. last2 amik yang

paling simple. sebabnye aku xleh main alat muzik yang gune dua tangan.

tangan aku x synchronize. muahaha









anyway walaupun aku xreti seni2 muzik n lukisan ni, aku sangat

treasure art and music. macam maksim kat atas ni, pergghhh

feeling abis :P



ouh btw nk tgk hasil "seni" aku?



jangan gelak tau..



tadaaa..

kan da cakap jangan gelak. okthanks bye!

p.s: nk suh dgr lagu maksim tu je actually. hee~ peace! :)

Strangers, again

somehow video ni betul dan sangat sedih :(

currently im in the stage 3 and can i stay there forever? :)

the better half

is not here with me in UTP. huuu~

this evening, i was supposed to drive him to KTM Batu Gajah but we're kinda

rush because I need to go to supermarket to buy food for our CJ7 picnic.

so, i let him drive instead. peace!

by the time we reached the KTM station, it was about to take off!

my dear run so quickly to catch up with the train and manage to jump into it.

but it's kinda sad because it didnt get to properly wave to him.

aaaaaaa.

crappy. well actually im starting to miss him :(

i know that soon i'll meet him. come on he just went back only for 3days.

alaaaa..


tapi,




rinduu :(

Automysophobia

Hello there! I think I am a bad blogger because my entries for June is like, only 3?

Hello June which is basically only just to welcome the joyful month then

wordless Wednesday which I purposely updated the blog on Wed

so that i can cut the story short by posting tonnes of pics. haha. :P




Anyway, back to the topic, i have been thinking of sharing this with you readers

about Automysophobia. Automysophobia is actually fear of being dirty

or to put it in a simple word, hygiene freak and to make it more specific,

i think i used to have this kind of phobia. well please don't blame me for having it. >.<




why do I think that i was one of them?

firstly to be honest, i never share anything like drink from the same glass or bottles

with any of my siblings or parents since i was 5 until 17 years old.

maybe because at home, we have to clean it by ourselves right

after using it. another thing related to oral hygiene, we never had

breakfast before having a proper bath

(which include brushing our teeth in the morning). my mom strictly

dont allow us to do that although it was so early in the morning. no excuse.




secondly, we dont have any typical fragrant soap/shower foam in our bathrooms since

we only use dettol, lifebuoy or you-name-it-any-antibacterial-soap. maybe because

i was too active playing around during childhood so my mom decided not to have other

soap (?). whatever. hehe




thirdly, since the existence of hand sanitizer, i will always bring along one small bottle

in my handbag and i used to have a big bottle of sanitizer at my room for the

purpose of sanitizing my study table (every month/fortnight). i also use

the sanitizer at for my feet before applying lotion. dont ask me why because

i just don't know. -__-"



lastly, i would never use this kind of toilet in public.

but everything change after I entered UTP. well,

#1 - i do share drinks with my friends but not with

strangers-hey-i-just-met-you-like-two-hours-and-i-dont-know-your-hygiene-level.

#2 - i do buy another non antibacterial shower foam, just to use it in the morning before

going to class and for night shower with antibacterial (at least i try to reduce) :P

#3 - im no longer carrying the sanitizer in my handbag but

 i still practice simple self-hygiene protection in public like i dont put my hands

on the escalator handrail, whenever i feel like sneezing i will always prepare

a tissue to cover my mouth, and always wash my hands with soap

before and after meals and after changing shoes for bowling.




well most of my close friends know about this hygienic thingy and they respect it.

but i still stick to not having breakfast before shower and not sharing foods/drinks

if the person is not considered hygienic in my own rating. hehe :P

1st time sangat bertuah

semalam adelah hari yang aku tak nak sangat muncul. sebabnye aku telah secara tak suka rela

di registerkan oleh mak aku masuk pertandingan memasak. camne bole ter register?

ari tu mase tengah study week lagi, mak aku call aku. angkat je terus tanya no IC.

aku ingatkan mak aku isi borang elaun belia ke. hehe. sebab ade la sorang makcik ni cakap bole

dapat elaun tu. RM200 kot. free je dapat. tapi sekali je la. under JKKK kampung aku.

okay kite bukan nak citer pasal duit sekarang. hee~



so aku pun dengan lajunye bagi no IC. then aku tanya la mak aku seperti perbualan di bawah:

me: nak isi borang duit ke?

mama: takdela. awak balik minggu depan kite pegi Hari Buah Pinggang Sedunia.

ni hospital KT yang anjur.

me: ouh. sukaneka eh?

mama: xla. pertandingan memasak. bole dua entry sebab ade dua kategori. awak dessert.

mama main course.

me: haa..?? *speechless*

tekejut ko skali kena masuk mende camni. aku da mula rase segan segan da. ye la.

memang la pernah masuk food fiesta dengan mad (ktorg dpt 1st place: siakap stim. hehe)

tapi xde la segan sangat sebab budak utp je pun. hee. yang ni lain.crowd.

orang hospital plak tu. ade makcik n pakcik yang aku slalu jumpa n borak time

anta/amik/tunggu papa dialisis. ade akak nurse yang aku slalu cari bile nak buang jarum

sebab aku takut jarum. pastu ade doktor dan lain2. waaa~ this is not happening! :(



dengan paksa rela aku pun cari la resepi sebab dessert tu berasaskan roti. hurm hurm.

so last2, aku wat Banana Caramel Bread Pudding. name cam gempak kan?

(padahal puding roti + gula hangus + pisang je)



aku kan paksa rela. so aku hias pun macam biase2 je. orang lain gempak2 woo~

nak tunjuk gambar pun malu. hihi.



sementara tunggu keputusan tu, aku pegi la main-main kat booth kesihatan yang diorang

bukak. ade la quiz pasal buah pinggang. aku pun amik 3 helai, bagi mama n papa jugak.

pastu kitorang jawab sesame n hantar. pastu aku wat free check up.




akhirnye penyampaian hadiah. mula2 diorang bagi adiah quiz. tetibe aku dengar nama aku

whoa dapat. seronok2. dapat la hamper buah-buahan 1. hehe

aku turun je stage, name ayah aku plak. dapat lagi satu. second session, mak aku plak.

waah~ tiga hamper kot! :D

excited la jugak kan sebab aku tau aku xde harapan nak menang. sape sangka aku dengan

mak aku dapat tempat ke-4 kategori masing2. hihi. aku dapat toaster sebiji. mak aku dapat

iron. waah rejeki rejeki :D



akhirnye aku balik dengan perasaan gembira. tamat. haha




p.s:

ni la cara cara orang hemodialisis

tapi tengok yang ni xde la scary sangat sebab kartun. meh aku tunjuk real punye.

nampak x darah dlm tube tu? (ni bukan ayah aku. pakcik google kasi gmbr ni)

ngaaa~ sape tak chuak nak cabut jarum. kalau darah tu terkeluar acemane? (denial)

I’m afraid of 26 out of 69 common fears

I found this on tumblr. i think its fun to do it here.

Cross out the things you’re afraid of and put you’re score at the top.

1. the dark
2. staying single forever
3. being a parent
4. giving birth
5. being myself in front of others
6. open spaces
7. closed spaces
8. heights
9. dogs
10. birds
11. fish
12. spiders
13. flowers or other plants
14. being touched
15. fire
16. deep water
17. snakes
18. silk
19. the ocean
20. failure
21. success
22. thunder/lightning
23. frogs/toads
24. my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
25. boyfriends/girlfriends mom
26. rats
27. jumping from high places
28. snow
29. rain
30. wind
31. crossing hanging bridges
32. death
33. heaven
34. being robbed
35. falling
36. clowns
37. dolls 
38. large crowds of people
39. men
40. women
41. having great responsibilities
42. doctors, including dentists
43. tornadoes
44. hurricanes
45. incurable diseases
46. sharks
47. Friday the 13th
48. ghosts
49. poverty
50. Halloween
51. school
52. trains
53. odd numbers
54. even numbers
55. being alone 
56. becoming blind
57. becoming deaf
58. growing up
59. creepy noises in the night
60. bee stings
61. not accomplishing my dreams/goals
62. needles
63. blood
64. dinosaurs 
65. the welcome mat
66. high speed
67. throwing up
68. falling in love
69. super secrets

If you repost this, it’s been requested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 69 common fears”

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless

So.. am I paranoid? tee hee~

changes

semalam aku jalan-jalan dengan mak sambil cari baju raya. hehe. awal kan? kalau lambat nanti tailor taknak amik. lagipun sejak cuti yang xseberapa banyak ni, banyak jugak la mende yang kena setel dalam masa yang singkat. plan aku nak gi OEB (tempat intern) macam kena postpone jek. sebabnye kesuntukan masa. banyak lagi tanggungjawab lain yang nak disetelkan.

anyway, aku tertarik nak cakap pasal tajuk ni sebab mase jalan jalan dengan mak, terjumpa la kawan skola rendah. the most common thing yang orang cakap, "irda da lain sekarang". rase cam tertanya-tanya, ape yang lain?

eh yeke? from tumblr

pastu bile aku flashback balik dari zaman skola skola dulu, aku cam dapat find out la ape yang lain sikit. alah sikit je pun. dulu garang sekarang tak (?).

sejak balik intern pun selalu aku dengar orang cakap mende ni. even my close frens pun cakap aku da lain. taknak la hidup dalam misery so aku tanye la kat salah seorang kawan baik personally. she said,

aku nampak lagi matang compare dengan before intern (rase nak gelak pun ade). die cakap sekarang aku tend to rational mende2 dulu baru make a move or decision which is good in positive way. second, diorang pun prasan la yang aku da xbanyak cakap macam dulu2. banyak cakap means, xde la bla3 sana sini, tegur orang tu, tegur orang ni, macam kanak kanak riang. yang tu pun, good in positive way.

ade jugak yang tanya, are you comfortable with who you are now?

my answer is, yes. somehow i think being reserved like i do now is the best change that i've ever done. so for my opinion, be who you want to be. no one have the right to direct you, or change you into another person. hehe. peace! (^_^)v

xoxo

berangan

before study week days ari tu, aku da dipengaruhi oleh Syafy untuk tengok Junior Masterchef Australia. okay okay, show ni memang la yang 2010 punye tapi aku xtengok lagi, so layan je la kan.

bile tengok diorang masak untuk pressure test, tasting test, rase sangat kagum. wow~ budak umur 9-13 tahun bole masak main courses and desserts pastu plating cantik cantik macam chef2 buat. terus kagum and inspired. haha.

maka bermula lah angan angan aku yang konon kononnya nak _ _ _ _ _ sem depan. tempat kosong tu isi sendiri la ye. segan plak naik tulis. ehe~

angan angan tu tak stop sampai situ je. terus aku plan untuk future. nak tau ape? kena tunggu next post. tee hee. bye!

p.s: currently tengah working on a project yang aku target by end sem break bole siap. o yeah~