its like walking on an endless rainbow

when im with you :)

1 & half year, 18 months..

i love you (^_^)

mengharapkan yang terbaik

Assalamualaikum :)

da lama rasenye tak bersemangat nak update blog. mungkin sebab sebelum ni terlalu sibuk

ataupun memang diri sendiri yang malas. hehe. ampun. blog ni bukan lagi aku punye

prioriti buat mase sekarang. commitment as a student sangat lah penting final year ni oi.

time intern dulu pun da rase sibuk yang menghalang aku nak wat mende yang aku suke.

contohnye update blog. twitter je la aktif. tu pun sebab tweet by sms. kalau nak

mengharapkan online 24/7 memang tak dapatlah. nak webcam dengan kawan-kawan pun

jarang dapat or maybe too sleepy lepas baik keje penat-penat. so dont expect regular

update la dengan blog ni. masih belum terlambat untuk unfollow balik. haha :P




anyway back to the main topic, tahun ni banyak sangat surprise and good news

sampaikan semua orang excited. sume nye actually bile diorang start announce

pasal wedding. haa. kalau nak tau, tahun ni je insyaALLAH in total akan ade 3 wedding

dalam course Chemi. start dgn Umair, bln 2 kot xsilap. then announcement

pasal my roommate, Syuhaidah & my coursemate, Rufaidah nak kawen bulan 9 ni.

disebabkan cuti sem pendek je, so diorang kawen pada tarikh yang sama.

17 Sept belah pompuan, 24 Sept sebelah laki. Syu Melaka-Kelantan. Rufaidah plak

Ipoh-Johor.

Ni actually gambar pada ari Syu tunang. tak ajak orang ramai sangat pun.

Spotted: Mus. sangat thankful sebab sanggup teman aku pegi Melaka

well after the announcement, ramai sangat orang excited sampai budak2 chemi siap

wat list sape next. sume berebut nak queue dalam list tu. sape 4th, 5th ...

dan untuk aku yang roommate sendiri nak kawen,

banyak jugak la soalan cepu cemas (kalau xleh jawab cemas la)

antaranya:

FYDP-mate: Irda, ape perasaan ko bile rumate ko nak kawen?

Course-mate: Irda, mung bilo plop?

and when I was busy selecting the right date for Raya Open House and filtering

the friend list, i got reply from my twitter-mate: invitation wedding ke?

i was like, wow. everyone is in the "mood" of wedding-who's-next?




truthfully, bile sume orang tanye camtu, aku tak rase sedih pun. tapi it just make

me wonder. am I ready for that big responsibility?



 1) Menambat hati suami adalah melalui perut (means masak sedap2)

haa sekarang ni masak pun setakat basic-basic je.

praktis time intern kejap pun da rase penat. tu baru masak untuk aku sendiri nak

makan dinner. haha.




2) pengurusan duit

haa, bab ni memang fail sangat-sangat. duit scholar bulan-bulan masuk rm500

tu mengalir macam air je. makan, entertainment. pastu kadang-kadang ada masa

takleh resist untuk beli something. so end up tak cukup duit poket. isk3. teruk2




3) pembahagian masa

 yang ni paling penting. tapi aku still rase aku kurang dalam bab ni. tapi xde la seteruk

point #2. sekarang teratur la sikit sebab FYDP & FYP selalu wat aku busy tak cukup

masa, so memang terjaga la sikit.




4) janji kepada diri sendiri

actually kalau nak tau, aku ni anak 1st dr 6 orang adik bradik. paling bongsu

darjah 1. kecik lagi. Angah beza setahun dengan aku, tapi baru 1st year (medic)

yang ade lagi lebih kurang 4 tahun die nak abis belajar. lambat lagi tu.

Achik SPM 2011, Abang SPM 2012, & lagi sorang, Kakak, UPSR 2012.

sume kecik-kecik lagi. so secara tidak langsung nye aku rase responsibility aku

sebagai seorang kakak yang bakal bekerja adalah untuk tolong mak ayah aku dulu.

before this takde la aku fikir sangat, i mean mase awal2 masuk utp aku tak pernah

fikir pasal responsibility ni sampai la aku diuji masa second year.

kalau sape-sape penah baca blog lama aku, maybe tau la yang ayah aku pernah

koma and jantung die pun da stop beberapa minit disebabkan keracunan urea

dalam badan. time tu da la final exam, memang rapuh gile. Alhamdulillah

Allah masih bagi aku peluang untuk ayah aku bersama kami semua walaupun

kena pegi 3 kali dialisis a week because of kidney failure. seriously mase time

koma tu one thing je aku fikir, mak aku tak kerja, adik-adik aku kecik lagi,

im the one yang responsible untuk diorang nanti. so somehow mase tu

memang ade janji dengan diri sendiri untuk tolong papa n mama as soon as dapat

kerja nanti. insyaALLAH.. :)




pergh. banyak lagi tak sedia. paling penting, masih lagi tak matang, perangai cam

kanak-kanak. pegi McD sibuk nak beli sundae cone, pastu kalau ade prob je nangis.

aaaaa. long story short, aku xready lagi :)




mungkin bagi korang ade yang anggap ni alasan je tapi terpulanglah kan :)




anyway, for those yang da nak kawin, congratulations. semoga Allah permudahkan

urusan kalian & tabik lah dengan korang yang da bersedia untuk tanggungjawab tu :)

The 5 Love Languages

penah dengar tak 5 love languages? haa. kalau belum, ni nak share. ari tu ade la baca

kat forum budak2 utp ni pasal mende ni. kat section Cupid's Corner (dalam hati ade taman gitu)

so rase tertarik nak share mende ni. copy paste from The 5 Love Languages

What if you could say or do just the right thing guaranteed to make that special someone feel loved? The secret is learning the right love language! Millions of couples have learned the simple way to express their feelings and bring joy back into marriage: The 5 Love Languages, Dr. Gary Chapman’s New York Times bestseller!

• Words of Affirmation

  Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

• Quality Time

  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

• Receiving Gifts

  Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

• Acts of Service

  Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

• Physical Touch

  This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
  
  

pastu bile tengok kat bawah tu ade plak assessment. so try la kan. xtau nak amik category

ape so pilih la for wives. before aku amik test tu aku da agak result dia sbb bile bc description

terus terfikir. tapi saje nak amik jugak. so secara keseluruhannya aku dapat:

Love Language Scores:
9 Words of Affirmation
6 Quality Time
0 Receiving Gifts
5 Acts of Service
10 Physical Touch

evaluation die plak based on this:

The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It's not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you. The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don't affect you very much on an emotional level.

and aku rase major love language for my other half:

acts of service & quality time

sebab he dont mind spending some time despite all the busy schedules

kalau tetibe aku mintak tolong, memang laju je. takde hesitate da.

pastu kalau pegi trip, he's the one yang excited bangun awal pagi.

of course la aku excited jugak. quality time pun penting what :)

tapi in my love language, it's enough kalau that person just

randomly text me siang2 hari ke, something like:

"i miss u"

bak kate orang, terus terbang di awangan.

aku post ni bukan lah sebab tak bersyukur ke ape. aku just nak

kongsi camne aku overcome diff love language ni. jawapan die

senang. each time ktorg spend mase same2, sume pertolongan

yang die bagi, tak kisah la kecik ke besar, aku compile and convert

mende tu as "non-verbal i love you"

banyak lagi ak nak merepek actly. tapi da ngantuk. nite :)

wanna know more? dig twitter

as it is such a good medium to "stalk" people. kadang-kadang bukan sengaja pun nak stalk.

da kalau keluar sume citer: flirty-tweets, kisah rumah tangga, etc.. so time bosan2 aku baca je la kan :P



there's a story i wanna share relating to twitter. in my circle of friends, only few registered

with twitter since they dont really like the interface. but for me, i like twitter because it's simple

to share with others bout our thoughts coz no one will get sick if you update twitter for every minute.

if it were facebook then people will think you as an attention seeker. i dont want that!

anyway that's not my point for today :P



back to the story, last month i saw a friend sobbing bout something that the person cant stand and

finally he/she has the gut to move on. so being as a supportive friend, i calmed him/her with all the respect.

but its kinda let me down when i found that there is a hidden story despite of the so called

"hardship".



truthfully, you're so wrong. so wrong for doing that.