Last Lecture Week

Alhamdulillah, I have survived from let-gets-busy-week.

I had to submit FYP Dissertation on Monday, on the same day of my

PETRONAS Competency Behavioural Interview (CBI).

 Then, I had the tougher session on Wednesday,

PETRONAS Structured Interview (SI). I think I have done my best

for both interviews and I really hope that I will pass them.





Next week will be our last lecture week, in UTP. Then, we'll be

having 4 days of "so-called-sttudy-week". Our first paper will be on

5th Jan and my last paper in on 9th Jan while for my dear Mustaqim

will be on 12th of Jan. It will mark the end of our five years of

engineering study. I myself can't wait to end this countdown,

obviously because of FYP. It is too overwhelming and I am hanging

on a loose thread because of FYP. It's not that the project is too hard,

but the completion of the result analysis and also critical analysis

of literature review needed for the project made me realize that

I don't wanna be a researcher. If I want to pursue for Master later on,

I think I'll go for master by course instead of by research.




Anyway, for the last lecture week, I still have lots of thing to do.

I have due for PPT Viva Slides and Technical Paper on Tuesday.

Then, preparation for the Viva, and OM Test on Thursday.

Not to forget the OM Project Presentation on Friday. What a tiring

week, right? -_____-





I hope that I can stay positive through the week and I shall reward

myself with CJ7 Farewell Dinner. That's the last event I'll be

organizing in UTP. Surely I will miss my close friends, my classmates,

and UTP itself. There were so many things happened here, be it good

or bad memories.

I will miss UTP lake, a place where I cycled to every evening

(when I used to own a bike) just to seek calmness.

I will miss student centre area, a place where I practice my english

drama, zapin and chacha dance during my foundy day.

I will miss the super cool and cold IRC, a place where I spent my

study and exam weeks from Found 1st till now.

I will miss V4 parking, a place where I practised manual driving

using Mus' car then end up going straight into the small drain.

my bad -___-

I will miss ayam rempah pakcik Quds although I don't like the current

price. not to forget ayam rempah pak ali.

I will miss cooking in V5 everyday during Ramadhan

(although it's prohibited).






And of course I will miss my Muse and 8HB the most.. :'(

I really hope that all of us will work in nearby area so that

we can still hang out, having sleepover, shopping time together..






As for my dear, I always pray that ALLAH ease our way in terms

of job placement and also other small steps that we're going

to take after graduation... :)






I don't think I can write any longer since my eyes are filled with tears.

I just wanna get over with FYP, but I don't wanna say goodbye to my

babes yet. please..

Berombak~

kelmarin mase bace tweet budak2 ni pasal Ombak Rindu membuatkan aku

teringin nak tengok citer tu. sebab novel die sedih. huuu~ so nak tengok

camne die gambarkan citer tu. so dengan tak malunye, aku tarik Mus tengok.

hee~ aku jarang tau layan citer2 jiwang camni kat cinema sebab nanti

kantoi nangis. malu la kan -__-

so semalam mus teman. yeay~ seronok kemain. kitorang main bowling

dulu kat Manjung. ape, bowling? haa. kalau nak tau mmg ade boling kat

Manjung tu. direction xreti nak direct sangat sebab gune Papago.

then sementara nak tunggu muvi kol 940 tu, kitorang makan KFC then 

karok kat Manjung Karaoke. murah :D

okay, back to the story pasal Ombak Rindu ni, aku rase citer die cam a bit

of tuka tuka scene kat depan tu. so tak leh feeling sangat. part die ubah

tak sama novel tu aku terima je. sebab okay je. tapi bagi aku kalau

guna different soundtrack untuk each part sedih tu mesti lagi feel.

hehe. banyak komen plak kan. so sape2 yang tak tengok lagi bole la tengok

dulu. ouh lupa, rating 3.5/5 :)

the weekend escape! :D

last two weeks sangat lah hectic untuk aku sebab ade dua test pastu campur

dengan kena anta progress report nye lagi, ari2 pegi lab and so on..

so last week punye weekend, kitorang lari kejap dari UTP. cewah

macam lari ape je kan. ni bukan lari yang marathon tu tau :P

kitorang berjalan-jalan satu perak! okay hiperbola sangat.



citernye start ari sabtu tengahari tu, aku gtalk my dear cam biase,

nak ajak lunch same2 la kat cafe kan or somewhere dekat2.

pastu tetibe die cakap nak lunch kat Teluk Intan. aku ingat my dear

ni bergurau je la since aku selalu tanye die nak makan kat mane. hehe




so, masa otw pegi tu my dear cakap, nak makan kat lumut la. pastu kitorang

pikir2 jap, da banyak kali gi lumut so ape kate instead of lumut kite pegi..

Taiping! hee~ memang excited la bile dengar Taiping.

kenape excited? sebab dulu2 ade orang tu penah ajak makan kuewtiaw

doli kat Taiping. so somehow memang da lame pasang angan2 nak gi

Taiping. cuma before this tak de masa yang sesuai + aku taktau Taiping

tu jauh sangat ke tak untuk jalan2 saje2. so excited abis! :D


mula-mula masuk area Taiping, kitorang ronda-ronda dulu bandar

Taiping. seronok bile tengok tempat2 sambil dengar my dear citer

pasal outing dia time skola2, pastu tengok bandar taiping yang memang

petak2. hehe. kitorang stop kat Tourist Centre.

Unik kan phone booth depan Tourist Center ni?

tapi tak bukak plak. maybe sabtu kot. ouh disebabkan trip ni unplanned,

combination warna baju tudung seluar sume cam tah pape sebab

ingat nak dalam UTP je kan. hee~

lepas tu kitorang singgah makan cendol kat Cendol Asshaari kot. tak ingat

sangat name die tapi cendol ni tempat yang my dear memang suke makan

time outing dulu.

yummy kan?

actually aku xbrape suke sangat cendol sebab ade rase pahit2 sikit.

tapi cendol yang ni, memang best! *tetibe rase teringat-ingat*

yumm~



then, kalau pegi Taiping ni, tak sah la kan kalau tak gi MRSM Taiping.

hehe. tu tempat my dear skola dulu. so kitorang pegi la melawat.

dari luar je la tapinye. hehe. tengok2 then singgah Taman Tasik Taiping.

cuba teka nape pakai uniform ni?

Swan Paddling!

first time main swan paddling kat tasik. hee~ seronok. lagi seronok

dari kayak sebab kayak penat tangan. swan ni kayuh gune kaki je.

bukti Swan Paddling at Taman Tasik Taiping

excited yaww

after dua kali round tasik tu kitorang pun snap2 gambar. taman tasik ni

cantik sangat. serious. time kitorang pegi tu pun ramai orang shooting

kawen. *jom shooting kawen kat sini. tetibe*

pastu yang amaze lagi dengan area ni, pokok2 dia sume besar.

bak kate my dear, 4 orang aku bole peluk pokok tu.

pastu die punye dahan dari seberang jalan ke seberang jalan

Dahan pokok cecah air

nampak tak ape yang aku cuba cerita pasal pokok tadi?

 then kitorang refresh pastu terus gerak untuk dinner kat medan.

makan ice-cream yang sangat best dan murah. ade banyak buah2

pulak tu. I chose Banana Split and my dear pilih Vilo.

his and mine

lepas dinner, kitorang pun balik Ipoh and main boling kat IP. hehe :)



then esoknye, Ahad, aku pun nak jugak wat surprise escape ni. so konon2nya

ajak my dear makan KFC dulu. then nak la gitau, jom picnic!

pastu tetibe nampak langit mendung. sobs. pastu pikir2 then ubah plan,

pegi Ipoh and shopping! haha. takde la. window shopping and jalan2

spend time :)



mase tengah jalan2 dalam JJ tu nampak la set bbq. da lame cari,

tapi tak pernah jumpa yang convenient camtu. so, tetibe my dear cakap,

jom picnic esok. waahhh. kemain la i seronok~ :D




shopping makanan2 untuk bawak, then balik prepare2 sikit.

lokasi picnic: Ulu Kenas, Kuala Kangsar :D

my dear bbq-ing our meals :D

sampai sekarang teringat-ingat lagi weekend lepas punye jalan2.

sebab sangat seronok dan tenang. pastu da termakbul hajat aku

nak makan my dear's cooking :D

seronok!




thank you dear for our sweet escape

love you,

always :)

Wordless Wednesday #5

GIVEAWAY : IRINE NADIA nak kasi MIRACLE TAB for FREE!

Hye! Ni first time aku join give away macam ni. sebelum ni tak pernah join

sebab takde mase nak publish entry blog. kui3 :P


back to the topic, si Irine Nadia ni nak bagi Miracle Tab for free!

tau tak ape Miracle Tab? haa.. kalau nak tau bole bace entry Irine

kat blog die.. :)

Miracle Tab Set. I want this so badly! :D

Miracle Tab Set yang Irine nak bagi ni consist of:

- Tab EX
-Tab Soap
-HD Glow Essence



p.s: sangat2 berharap dapat menang give away ni. Irine, pilih sy tau. wink* ;)

Wordless Wednesday #4

Him

Mine

wanna know more? click here

Costume Night 2011

Kelmarin, 18th Nov 2011, aku dengan beberapa orang bestfriends

pegi costume night ni. actually tak plan pun before this. tapi pegi last

minit lepas dengar 'salesgirl' Jayzee and rase kesian plak kat dia.

kebetulan aku da bawak baju untuk dinner CJ7 nanti so rase cam seronok

jugak la untuk pegi mende tema2 costume ni coz bagi aku ni lain

dari yang lain.




mula2 plan nak jadi Cinderella coz dress tu da warna biru.

tinggal nak beli crown je la. tapi bile survey2, mahal kemain.

da la nak pakai sekali je kan (walaupun mus offer nak bayarkan)

so aku tuka jadi fairy. beli wings and wand

(actually sponsored by my dear). kat bawah ni gambar2 kitorang

time dinner tu :)

From Left: Azura as Beach Girl, Izati as Red Riding Hood, Syafy as Gipsy, Zeemah as African Girl and me as fairy. tapi tak nampak sayap. sobs.

gambar ni baru nampak sayap kat belakang tu. hehe :P

Sume orang kreatif sangat dengan costume masing2

pics with my coursemates. we're proud CJ7

H2T (head to toe) costume masing2

Fairy and Gipsy

Red Riding Hood and Beach

malam tu kitorang enjoy sangat sebab makanan die best

and lain sikit dari yang lain. sebab bole dress up kot. hehe




tetibe: rupanye kat IP tu banyak gile bangles/bracelets/accessories

yang menarik untuk ladies. da la murah2. abis la lepas ni kalau

dapat big fat cash. dear, please stop me from shopping >.<

come back

fuhh fuhh. lame nye tak update blog dgn proper. dua sem lepas sibuk dgn

FYDP. bile FYDP da abis sibuk dgn FYP plak. setiap ari kalau takde kelas

mesti masuk lab dr pagi sampai petang. balik2 je mesti penat. tu belum

masuk nak study untuk test/quiz. assignment lagi. projek subjek lagi.

adatlah kan orang belajar. hee. ni kang da keje nanti mesti rindu balik

life time kat UTP ni.

anyway, nak update banyak2. tapi kena bace next post ye. babai! :P

smitten

♥

its like walking on an endless rainbow

when im with you :)

1 & half year, 18 months..

i love you (^_^)

mengharapkan yang terbaik

Assalamualaikum :)

da lama rasenye tak bersemangat nak update blog. mungkin sebab sebelum ni terlalu sibuk

ataupun memang diri sendiri yang malas. hehe. ampun. blog ni bukan lagi aku punye

prioriti buat mase sekarang. commitment as a student sangat lah penting final year ni oi.

time intern dulu pun da rase sibuk yang menghalang aku nak wat mende yang aku suke.

contohnye update blog. twitter je la aktif. tu pun sebab tweet by sms. kalau nak

mengharapkan online 24/7 memang tak dapatlah. nak webcam dengan kawan-kawan pun

jarang dapat or maybe too sleepy lepas baik keje penat-penat. so dont expect regular

update la dengan blog ni. masih belum terlambat untuk unfollow balik. haha :P




anyway back to the main topic, tahun ni banyak sangat surprise and good news

sampaikan semua orang excited. sume nye actually bile diorang start announce

pasal wedding. haa. kalau nak tau, tahun ni je insyaALLAH in total akan ade 3 wedding

dalam course Chemi. start dgn Umair, bln 2 kot xsilap. then announcement

pasal my roommate, Syuhaidah & my coursemate, Rufaidah nak kawen bulan 9 ni.

disebabkan cuti sem pendek je, so diorang kawen pada tarikh yang sama.

17 Sept belah pompuan, 24 Sept sebelah laki. Syu Melaka-Kelantan. Rufaidah plak

Ipoh-Johor.

Ni actually gambar pada ari Syu tunang. tak ajak orang ramai sangat pun.

Spotted: Mus. sangat thankful sebab sanggup teman aku pegi Melaka

well after the announcement, ramai sangat orang excited sampai budak2 chemi siap

wat list sape next. sume berebut nak queue dalam list tu. sape 4th, 5th ...

dan untuk aku yang roommate sendiri nak kawen,

banyak jugak la soalan cepu cemas (kalau xleh jawab cemas la)

antaranya:

FYDP-mate: Irda, ape perasaan ko bile rumate ko nak kawen?

Course-mate: Irda, mung bilo plop?

and when I was busy selecting the right date for Raya Open House and filtering

the friend list, i got reply from my twitter-mate: invitation wedding ke?

i was like, wow. everyone is in the "mood" of wedding-who's-next?




truthfully, bile sume orang tanye camtu, aku tak rase sedih pun. tapi it just make

me wonder. am I ready for that big responsibility?



 1) Menambat hati suami adalah melalui perut (means masak sedap2)

haa sekarang ni masak pun setakat basic-basic je.

praktis time intern kejap pun da rase penat. tu baru masak untuk aku sendiri nak

makan dinner. haha.




2) pengurusan duit

haa, bab ni memang fail sangat-sangat. duit scholar bulan-bulan masuk rm500

tu mengalir macam air je. makan, entertainment. pastu kadang-kadang ada masa

takleh resist untuk beli something. so end up tak cukup duit poket. isk3. teruk2




3) pembahagian masa

 yang ni paling penting. tapi aku still rase aku kurang dalam bab ni. tapi xde la seteruk

point #2. sekarang teratur la sikit sebab FYDP & FYP selalu wat aku busy tak cukup

masa, so memang terjaga la sikit.




4) janji kepada diri sendiri

actually kalau nak tau, aku ni anak 1st dr 6 orang adik bradik. paling bongsu

darjah 1. kecik lagi. Angah beza setahun dengan aku, tapi baru 1st year (medic)

yang ade lagi lebih kurang 4 tahun die nak abis belajar. lambat lagi tu.

Achik SPM 2011, Abang SPM 2012, & lagi sorang, Kakak, UPSR 2012.

sume kecik-kecik lagi. so secara tidak langsung nye aku rase responsibility aku

sebagai seorang kakak yang bakal bekerja adalah untuk tolong mak ayah aku dulu.

before this takde la aku fikir sangat, i mean mase awal2 masuk utp aku tak pernah

fikir pasal responsibility ni sampai la aku diuji masa second year.

kalau sape-sape penah baca blog lama aku, maybe tau la yang ayah aku pernah

koma and jantung die pun da stop beberapa minit disebabkan keracunan urea

dalam badan. time tu da la final exam, memang rapuh gile. Alhamdulillah

Allah masih bagi aku peluang untuk ayah aku bersama kami semua walaupun

kena pegi 3 kali dialisis a week because of kidney failure. seriously mase time

koma tu one thing je aku fikir, mak aku tak kerja, adik-adik aku kecik lagi,

im the one yang responsible untuk diorang nanti. so somehow mase tu

memang ade janji dengan diri sendiri untuk tolong papa n mama as soon as dapat

kerja nanti. insyaALLAH.. :)




pergh. banyak lagi tak sedia. paling penting, masih lagi tak matang, perangai cam

kanak-kanak. pegi McD sibuk nak beli sundae cone, pastu kalau ade prob je nangis.

aaaaa. long story short, aku xready lagi :)




mungkin bagi korang ade yang anggap ni alasan je tapi terpulanglah kan :)




anyway, for those yang da nak kawin, congratulations. semoga Allah permudahkan

urusan kalian & tabik lah dengan korang yang da bersedia untuk tanggungjawab tu :)

The 5 Love Languages

penah dengar tak 5 love languages? haa. kalau belum, ni nak share. ari tu ade la baca

kat forum budak2 utp ni pasal mende ni. kat section Cupid's Corner (dalam hati ade taman gitu)

so rase tertarik nak share mende ni. copy paste from The 5 Love Languages

What if you could say or do just the right thing guaranteed to make that special someone feel loved? The secret is learning the right love language! Millions of couples have learned the simple way to express their feelings and bring joy back into marriage: The 5 Love Languages, Dr. Gary Chapman’s New York Times bestseller!

• Words of Affirmation

  Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

• Quality Time

  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

• Receiving Gifts

  Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

• Acts of Service

  Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

• Physical Touch

  This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
  
  

pastu bile tengok kat bawah tu ade plak assessment. so try la kan. xtau nak amik category

ape so pilih la for wives. before aku amik test tu aku da agak result dia sbb bile bc description

terus terfikir. tapi saje nak amik jugak. so secara keseluruhannya aku dapat:

Love Language Scores:
9 Words of Affirmation
6 Quality Time
0 Receiving Gifts
5 Acts of Service
10 Physical Touch

evaluation die plak based on this:

The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It's not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you. The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don't affect you very much on an emotional level.

and aku rase major love language for my other half:

acts of service & quality time

sebab he dont mind spending some time despite all the busy schedules

kalau tetibe aku mintak tolong, memang laju je. takde hesitate da.

pastu kalau pegi trip, he's the one yang excited bangun awal pagi.

of course la aku excited jugak. quality time pun penting what :)

tapi in my love language, it's enough kalau that person just

randomly text me siang2 hari ke, something like:

"i miss u"

bak kate orang, terus terbang di awangan.

aku post ni bukan lah sebab tak bersyukur ke ape. aku just nak

kongsi camne aku overcome diff love language ni. jawapan die

senang. each time ktorg spend mase same2, sume pertolongan

yang die bagi, tak kisah la kecik ke besar, aku compile and convert

mende tu as "non-verbal i love you"

banyak lagi ak nak merepek actly. tapi da ngantuk. nite :)

wanna know more? dig twitter

as it is such a good medium to "stalk" people. kadang-kadang bukan sengaja pun nak stalk.

da kalau keluar sume citer: flirty-tweets, kisah rumah tangga, etc.. so time bosan2 aku baca je la kan :P



there's a story i wanna share relating to twitter. in my circle of friends, only few registered

with twitter since they dont really like the interface. but for me, i like twitter because it's simple

to share with others bout our thoughts coz no one will get sick if you update twitter for every minute.

if it were facebook then people will think you as an attention seeker. i dont want that!

anyway that's not my point for today :P



back to the story, last month i saw a friend sobbing bout something that the person cant stand and

finally he/she has the gut to move on. so being as a supportive friend, i calmed him/her with all the respect.

but its kinda let me down when i found that there is a hidden story despite of the so called

"hardship".



truthfully, you're so wrong. so wrong for doing that.

how to be happy

you should

listen to Adele's Albums if you haven't because she has such an amazing voice..

 

terbawak-bawak dengan Adele ni sebab Mad selalu pasang kat bilik die time buat

P&ID. mula2 ak xske gak cz mcm lagu lame2 je.. tapi lame2 jatuh cinta dengan suara dia T_T

cuba korang try dengar lagu Rolling in the deep or Someone Like You.. pergh..

goosebumps.. hehe

for me lagu Someone Like You can be a good move on song (although im not in that state)

tapi feeling lagu tu just right untuk tu..




p.s: short update since next week will be a disaster for me. muahahahahaha

(gelak jahat cover cuak)

till later, chiow! :)

#3 wordless wednesday : control

there are certain things that you wish to control. but you just can't....

welcome to our family :)

da lama aku excited nak citer mende ni. tapi sebelum ni busy mengalahkan orang lain.

sekarang aku da ade baby baru. hee~

of course its not a real baby. but i love it as my baby. haha. complicated tul.



setelah belek2, timbang baik buruk dan mengikut bajet, maka terbeli lah

Canon Powershot A220

dengan bajet duit buku rm475 tu, aku mampu la nak beli camera ni tanpa pinjam

duit orang lain (encik gulahati la). slalu kalau mende aku teringin mesti pinjam

duit dia dulu. tapi aku bayar balik. hee.



okay berbalik kepada camera ni, harga die rm399 je dgn ciri2 yang best.

• 14.1MP
• HD video
• easy mode (bole la adik aku pnjam)
• ade camera sendiri (ni ciri2 paling best) :P

camera ni ade banyak warna, cam kat bawah ni. tapi aku nak rare, so aku amik merah.

tapi bile tengok2 balik silver hitam cam smart plak. eh tetibe je kan :P

lepas beli tu terus testing sambil makan kat Kenny's. almaklumlah. excited! :D

kat bawah ni plak, hasil yang aku sempat testing time cuti midsem 4 ari kat laman umah.

credit to mama sebab rajin tanam orkid *tetibe*

aku main2 setting sikit2 je sebab xreti. so gmbr kt atas tu gmbr feeling feeling je. :P

ouh pastu mase balik midsem sempat la bake muffin choc utk bwk balik bg

insan tersayang makan.

die puji cakap sedap. yeay! :P



ni gmbr last, aku testing amik kotak refill bedak za aku sbb kotak die cantik.

pink colour. i like~

p.s: aku baru abis wat report so aku rase happy ckit. yeay!

p.p.s: malam esok nak tengok Harry Potter. wuhuu~ :D

wish list :)

sekarang aku berada dalam situasi serabut = sebab proposal asyik kena re-do je

bosan = sebab xde mende nak wat + takut nak kuar amik hard disk untuk tgk cter

takut = bile pikir lagi beberapa bulan nak abis belajar tapi resume xwat lagi

tak sabar = nak keje and dapat duit banyak2 :P




honestly kalau pikir pasal kerja ni, memang tak sabar tang duit, tapi cuak tang

workload. masa intern takpe la, sume mende tengok-tengok, assist mane mane patut.

tapi da kerja nanti sume mende solely depend atas diri sendiri. haa. cuak ke tidak~



anyway, kite ketepikan sume prasaan tersebut dengan membuat wishlist! :P




dengan ini aku mengidam perkara-perkara seberikut (seperti berikut):

1. shopping blouse, tshirt, jeans, slack untuk diri sendiri
2. shopping at least 1pasang baju/barang2 for each family members
3. memiliki fon baru yang sangat hebat tiada tandingan
4. camera besauuuu
5. ipad2/macbook pro dsb
6. membelanja insan tersayang dengan makanan dan kemewahan
7. bawak family melancong :D
8. backpacking ke korea/india/ireland/europe country
9. ouh lupa, beli kereta :D
10. pastu nak perfume idaman hati yg tak mampu nak beli sekarang, D&G Light Blue
11. sambung master. haha

aku akan wat point no 11 tu kalau xdapat keje dalam masa 6 bulan. tapi kalau bole

mau kerjaaaa. kerjaa oooo kerjaaaa

cita cita

masa kecik adalah nak jadi seorang pemain violin ataupun seorang pelukis. tinggi sangat

cita-cita tu. tapi satu pun aku xreti actually. dulu mase kecik-kecik kelas violin takde

okay kat terengganu. kalau ade pun sangat mahal. pastu melukis plak xpenah nak

pandai walaupun pakcik makcik aku memang pelukis. mak aku reti tiru-tiru sikit.

ayah aku terer gak la. tapi kenape lah darah seni tu xturun kat kitorang. -___-







bile masuk UTP lagi aku sedar yang aku memang takde bakat dalam muzik jugak.

aku dapat tau bile join gamelan. nak main gambang xpass, bonang xpass. last2 amik yang

paling simple. sebabnye aku xleh main alat muzik yang gune dua tangan.

tangan aku x synchronize. muahaha









anyway walaupun aku xreti seni2 muzik n lukisan ni, aku sangat

treasure art and music. macam maksim kat atas ni, pergghhh

feeling abis :P



ouh btw nk tgk hasil "seni" aku?



jangan gelak tau..



tadaaa..

kan da cakap jangan gelak. okthanks bye!

p.s: nk suh dgr lagu maksim tu je actually. hee~ peace! :)

Hold My Hand

I really love this song! it feels like it's describing us :P

okeh perasan.. jom layan~

Akon):

Konvict music (oh yeah)

(Michael):

Yeah

This life don't last forever

(Hold my hand)

So tell me what we're waiting for

(Hold my hand)

Better off being together

(Hold my hand)

Being miserable alone

(Hold my hand)

(Together):

Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)

Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight.

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can

Things will get better if you just hold my hand

Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my,

hold my hand, hold my hand.

Akon:

The nights are gettin' darker (darker)

(Hold my hand)

And there's no peace inside (inside)

(Hold my hand)

So why make our lives harder

(Hold my hand)

By fighting love tonight

(So hold...)

(Together):

Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright)

Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can

Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)

Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my,

hold my hand, hold my hand.

Bridge:

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)

Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)

Talk to me an let me be your one and only (hold my hand)

Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)

Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)

Talk to me an let me be your one and only (one and only)

Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)

Things will get better if you just hold my hand

Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my,

hold my hand, hold my hand

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)

Things will get better if you just hold my hand

Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my,

hold my hand, hold my hand.

Strangers, again

somehow video ni betul dan sangat sedih :(

currently im in the stage 3 and can i stay there forever? :)

the better half

is not here with me in UTP. huuu~

this evening, i was supposed to drive him to KTM Batu Gajah but we're kinda

rush because I need to go to supermarket to buy food for our CJ7 picnic.

so, i let him drive instead. peace!

by the time we reached the KTM station, it was about to take off!

my dear run so quickly to catch up with the train and manage to jump into it.

but it's kinda sad because it didnt get to properly wave to him.

aaaaaaa.

crappy. well actually im starting to miss him :(

i know that soon i'll meet him. come on he just went back only for 3days.

alaaaa..


tapi,




rinduu :(

wordless wednesday #2: CJ7 Crazy Morning

 

 

CJ7 stands for ChemeJan07 which is actually referring to my beloved Chemical Engineering


course-mates. we had organize several activities since Foundation,


and we're loving each other as course-mates and friends :P


For more information, you may refer to our proud blog :D





p.s: I'm one of the modulators for CJ7 blog, together with Nasrullah :)

Automysophobia

Hello there! I think I am a bad blogger because my entries for June is like, only 3?

Hello June which is basically only just to welcome the joyful month then

wordless Wednesday which I purposely updated the blog on Wed

so that i can cut the story short by posting tonnes of pics. haha. :P




Anyway, back to the topic, i have been thinking of sharing this with you readers

about Automysophobia. Automysophobia is actually fear of being dirty

or to put it in a simple word, hygiene freak and to make it more specific,

i think i used to have this kind of phobia. well please don't blame me for having it. >.<




why do I think that i was one of them?

firstly to be honest, i never share anything like drink from the same glass or bottles

with any of my siblings or parents since i was 5 until 17 years old.

maybe because at home, we have to clean it by ourselves right

after using it. another thing related to oral hygiene, we never had

breakfast before having a proper bath

(which include brushing our teeth in the morning). my mom strictly

dont allow us to do that although it was so early in the morning. no excuse.




secondly, we dont have any typical fragrant soap/shower foam in our bathrooms since

we only use dettol, lifebuoy or you-name-it-any-antibacterial-soap. maybe because

i was too active playing around during childhood so my mom decided not to have other

soap (?). whatever. hehe




thirdly, since the existence of hand sanitizer, i will always bring along one small bottle

in my handbag and i used to have a big bottle of sanitizer at my room for the

purpose of sanitizing my study table (every month/fortnight). i also use

the sanitizer at for my feet before applying lotion. dont ask me why because

i just don't know. -__-"



lastly, i would never use this kind of toilet in public.

but everything change after I entered UTP. well,

#1 - i do share drinks with my friends but not with

strangers-hey-i-just-met-you-like-two-hours-and-i-dont-know-your-hygiene-level.

#2 - i do buy another non antibacterial shower foam, just to use it in the morning before

going to class and for night shower with antibacterial (at least i try to reduce) :P

#3 - im no longer carrying the sanitizer in my handbag but

 i still practice simple self-hygiene protection in public like i dont put my hands

on the escalator handrail, whenever i feel like sneezing i will always prepare

a tissue to cover my mouth, and always wash my hands with soap

before and after meals and after changing shoes for bowling.




well most of my close friends know about this hygienic thingy and they respect it.

but i still stick to not having breakfast before shower and not sharing foods/drinks

if the person is not considered hygienic in my own rating. hehe :P

wordless wednesday: getaway

last weekend was a blast! me,Mus,Azie & Hadie had our double date at Frenh Country and Japan. tee hee~


well its actually Colmar Tropicale! :D

enjoy the pics :)

Azie and me at the back seat

finally we're here!

me so excited in front of the tower

where should we go first?

the two bestfriends

the two best girlfriends and shopping-friends-to-be

plaster of Paris colouring

not bad huh?

us!

order please?

candid and happy :D

Arigato Gozaimazzz haha